Nightmares to start a blog…

Last night I had the most disturbing sleep… I dreamt that I strangled a baby whilst smashing its head against the pavement. The rest of the dream was spent feeling guilty and trying to hide the truth of the death of this newborn from friends and the police. I couldn’t understand why I had done it in the dream – destroying something so fragile…

I have NEVER been as disturbed by a dream.

It was so vivid and I couldn’t understand why I had done it. I still feel uneasy!Why such an awful dream? I would guess that the answer is that I just split with my lady friend. An awful night… too much alcohol + it was her birthday – a terrible thing to happen on someone’s birthday I know, but as George Costanza says:“Those birthdays, they’re relationship killers.”